She was almost dead. It was not a suicide as interpreted by the world but it was a murder. The perception of the people made her think that she is destroying herself. Bewildered among the thoughts of self respect, ego and her happiness, she was unable to accept her defeat.
The cruel world didn't want her to be succeed regarding her thoughts, freedom and all the needs of the life. Although failures had made her brave enough to face any change or challenge poured by the situations yet the fear of losing was demoralizing her. The situations were becoming worsen. It was hard to believe for her that the girl who never listened to anyone, is now a puppet of the hands of someone else. How could she ever tolerate it?
The teachings given to her was just a blurred scene which were clearly going through her mind as a reel of pictures. Who could have saved her at this time?
The cruel future or the relaxing present..what to choose between these? Sometimes, the little wrong decisions can divert your mind to the extent of your downfall that too pernicious which blocks your heart and mind.
Laying down in the mirage of the dead thoughts and possessed mind, she was blaming herself for her debackle. More or less it was the end of the delusion that had made her too weak to take a correct decision.
She took a long breathe, wiped off the tears and finally made a strong decision. The decision which would save herself from a predicted deterioration. Though it was hard to leave everything, to leave the delusion that had a strong impact on her mindset, she decided to come out of the storm created by others for her.
And that day, half of the goal was achieved. The people who tried to let her down, were shocked by her decision. They have never thought that the girl can be strong enough. All their traps failed. She emerged out to be a shining star.
The girl can be anyone. We just need to control our thoughts and don't let our feelings to be controlled by others. Be you, be yourself. No one in this world is strong enough to change our destiny, only we can.
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