An eternal bliss..FORGIVENESS

       And I was counting the number of months when his text showing "days,hours & minutes" was received by me. 

        "You could have been more humble to me, what if I always get angry? You know very well that I am short tempered, you could have understood me. But no, you want to invite an illogical argument with loads of insensible issues", I was murmuring to myself.

           There was no one to listen to me and generally I always end up hiding such issues from everyone. Reacting as if nothing has happened to me while my brain was loaded with a disastrous storm, I was quiet outside. 

          Some of the peoples may dislike music but the fact is that some songs and lyrics are best suited at many points in our life. So I was also going through 'the best suited lyrics' with my situation. Heart was not allowing the mind to be engaged with some other work. How can I be happy while hurting others? The rule of my life of never thinking of taking revenge was being broken by myself. What if someone has hurt me a lot, I should not be the same person. Well, let it go.

         As obvious, mind was somewhere else. I started reading some articles. Again the same scenario, some of the lines relating to the storm of the mind. I ended up with falling tears. 

         Realizing my fault, I thought that it's never too late to have a new start. Time may change the people but the memories don't fade up. We can always have a new hope even when it's the darkest phase. 
         So, cheer up, show your feelings, stay alive and be happy :) & yup, never forget to FORGIVE.

     

           

                                

The Fake Smile..

Just one step ahead
And you will be
At the top of the world.
But who knows
How much strategic is 
That one step only.

To a blind,
The world is beautiful;
And the people with eyes
destroy their own world.

Bewildering among 
Our own thoughts
Might lead us to
More failures and unhappiness.

Break the myth,
Set a goal;
Howsoever difficult it may be,
But not Impossible.

Speak your heart out;
People take advantage 
Of your beautiful smile.
If necessary;
show the evil out of you.
But never be afraid of
Showing the real you.

Let us share our FEELINGS..

• To satisfy your desire is to destroy the something that you can achieve.
• To lose something is to try to gain more than that.
• To win something is to persuade yourself that you can do it.
• To attempt for something is the challenge to achieve it.
• To forget something is to show that it was useless.
• To remember anything is to feel that it has a material.
• To flaunt is to lose your inner sense.
• To cheer is the feeling of showing respect to your achievement.
• To sorrow is to feel that you are a loser & you have no more courage than that.
• To pray is to make the God remind that you are a theist.
• To beg is to make show that you are weak.

SELF CONSCIENCE

Mind wanders to acquire a stable position. Dilemma becomes the normal mode of a human when it comes on choosing the right track or the suitable option. The situations may vary, like, a student has to decide a good career option for his future at a certain point of time, a youth has to take decisions regarding his family, a professional needs to take the strong decision sometimes. 

                          We normally tend to have advice from our near and dears, seniors and experienced people in such situations. Some of us just listen to others while some strictly follow the guidelines instructed by the others. Some of us believe in " Listen to all but follow none".

                           But during this dilemma, we often forget that there is an inner sense inside each of us that silently tries to divert our mind and wants to make us reach at a point where our heart always wish to go. We often ignore that inner voice while following others. Actually, that inner voice is nothing but an answer to all our questions. A perfect decision which we want to have in our life always. A solution to our dilemma for a satisfactory and happy life. So, never ignore that pretty inner voice, it's what you actually want in your life or you always wanted to be.

                        

LET ME BE MYSELF...

Let me write some more,
The world needs the more.

Let me share some more,
For the world remembers the less.

Let me shine some more,

Because it's just a spark.

Let me think some more,
If I could give a solution.

Let me fly some more,
The wings have just started growing.

Let me rise some more, 
For the sky has no boundaries.

Let me be myself,
An avid and ardent girl.

DELUSION

                   She was almost dead. It was not a suicide as interpreted by the world but it was a murder. The perception of the people made her think that she is destroying herself. Bewildered among the thoughts of self respect, ego and her happiness, she was unable to accept her defeat. 

                   The cruel world didn't want her to be succeed regarding her thoughts, freedom and all the needs of the life. Although failures had made her brave enough to face any change or challenge poured by the situations yet the fear of losing was demoralizing her. The situations were becoming worsen. It was hard to believe for her that the girl who never listened to anyone, is now a puppet of the hands of someone else. How could she ever tolerate it?

                 The teachings given to her was just a blurred scene which were clearly going through her mind as a reel of pictures. Who could have saved her at this time? 

                    The cruel future or the relaxing present..what to choose between these? Sometimes, the little wrong decisions can divert your mind to the extent of your downfall that too pernicious which blocks your heart and mind.

                      Laying down in the mirage of the dead thoughts and possessed mind, she was blaming herself for her debackle. More or less it was the end of the delusion that had made her too weak to take a correct decision.

                      She took a long breathe, wiped off the tears and finally made a strong decision. The decision which would save herself from a predicted deterioration. Though it was hard to leave everything, to leave the delusion that had a strong impact on her mindset, she decided to come out of the storm created by others for her. 

                    And that day, half of the goal was achieved. The people who tried to let her down, were shocked by her decision. They have never thought that the girl can be strong enough. All their traps failed. She emerged out to be a shining star.

                          The girl can be anyone. We just need to control our thoughts and don't let our feelings to be controlled by others. Be you, be yourself. No one in this world is strong enough to change our destiny, only we can.

                           

OPTIMISM

The paleness of the sky shatters allowing its darkest form to come out.The little flying creatures begin to pack their stuffs as if they know that the flurry is challenging them.

            It then converts itself to the fierce wind.The water droplets which were a form of game for the baby birds,are now a frightful scene.The scene which terrifies them of snatching away everything.

             The mother nature could ever show such a gruesome phase of her,they are wondered to see that. 

              "Only a few days back,we came here.Everything was so pleasant.The greenery which we were fond of watching,the branches of the trees that provided us our home.Hide and seek was our favourite pastime.We have loved each and every leaf of our shelter,our tree.Not only our tree,but all the other trees also wherever we went and stayed.The beautiful clouds which give us water to quench our thirst,we have always worshipped them for being the best guardian.We have always respected this pretty and soulful wind which acts as the best source of music for us.We have always thought of the great Earth as our best protector.Then why is it being rude with us?"

              "Was there anythning else we could do to praise our motherland?" 

                The mother of the little baby birds is dumbstruck as she does not know how to convince them and answer their realistic questions since they have been facing it for the first time.
         "We are getting late my children,come up with your stuffs,we are shifting to a new house.The new one is far better than this.Are you ready to fly?"Mother replied vivaciously after a long sigh.

              "Maa,Is this the indication for changing the house?How caring our mother nature is!And we were blaming her for being rude.Would she forgive us for our fault?"

               "Yes,ofcourse my children."The mother is happy as she has taught her children to see the positive side of the calamities.

THE BEAUTIFUL DAYS...

Days full of efforts,
Inspire to live it again
The same way.

The new mornings, 
Giving a new hope
for the endless opportunities.

Feel the nudge of the time.
Every second of it is as precious
As the oxygen to the body.

The scintilla of the thoughts
Is quite precious;
As it forwards us 
towards eccentric panorama
of the life.

Strive for the best of yourselves
Life will be a bliss.
 

Castle of dreams..

Falling several times,
Creating blunders,
Disappointed and helpless,
Distressed by the situations;
She was trying to build something.
That something, although vague;
Was determining her serious efforts.
Each step of her,
Was turning that beautiful thing;
Into an amazing piece of art.
Hitting her stride,
She whispered to herself;
"Only a few steps to go..".
After consistent practice,
And the work of years.
When her construction was almost done,
Her Father entered her room.
Looking at her daughter;
and her beautiful work.
He asked with inquisitiveness,
"What's this my dear and for whom?,
For friends or colleagues,
Or for someone special?
Or for any new friend 
Who has ultimate importance in your life?"
 She told her father,
"It's a castle of the dreams.
The dreams that you saw for your daughter,
But you never told me about that.
Being your daughter,
I understand every feeling of yours.
Despite all the people in my life,
My priority will be you always.
A small gift from a daughter
to her father."
Tears in his eyes, father replied,
"You made my life worth living for,
God bless you my daughter".

The law of nature..

Days won't get counted again,
I could feel the pain of hurting others.
Teaching me a lesson;
the life headed further.

Ofcourse, the silence hurt me;
But what I knew today;
Is the result opposite;
to my patience and my wish.

All the deeds are being
justiced here.
If I hurt others;
I would be hurt back.

No exemption for any one.
It's the law of nature.

Yes, I am sad deep inside;
since I am being hurt.
Still I am happy outside;
Appreciating the laws of nature.

THE UNBEATABLE BRAIN..

                  "You can not stop my pen. You can not stop my thoughts. You can not stop my desires. If you think you can stop all these things then you are insane. Don't ever try to chase my world, it would be harmful for you. You can never understand me",... my mind was trying to convince me.

                       "No one can dominate my wishes. Ofcourse I am ambitious but it doesn't mean that I have no right to fulfill those incomplete dreams."...and the mind's rage was on cloud nineth.

                       "Why people always judge others on the basis of their dreams. Can't I think big? If I am ambitious then it doesn't mean that I don't have values and morals. Who the hell are you to judge me regarding my language? "....brain was still humiliated.

                         I said to my mind," Stop reacting too much, let people do their task and you stop looking at them". 

                            But my mind was continuously trying to have a debate with me.....and then it continued with an unstoppable pace,"You can't understand my pain na...that's why you are trying to stop me. These people will never let you live happily but you don't have to be depresssed at any point."

                          "Whenever you feel like drowning, use your inner sense to awake yourself. Remind your goals to yourself and fill your heart with the enthusiasm to the fullest." 

                        "Whenever you feel like hurting, use your pen to write down your pain; so that you could remember your hardest moments of the life and convert them into the happiest ones."

                       "Always remember, you are the best mate to yourself, so whenever you feel like losing, talk to yourself, analyse yourself. If you fail for six times, stand up at seventh. "

                       "Yes, you are correct, I agree with you, You won and I lose..." , I confessed with a smile within.

          

          

HAVE FAITH..in him

                 A couple of thoughts are running in the mind. A lot to say, still speechless. Bewildered among my own things. Don't want to take a random decision. But the situation demands  a specific and one sided result. The result which is ample to create a dilemma. No one is willing to understand it.  
               Somewhere there in heaven, God has decided something good for us. Have left everything on him. Because when you are unable to take a wise decision, you should have faith in him. He will take out from all the problems. 
                  Even the most powerful men rely on God's wish. Who we are to change the rules of the nature... May be God has planned a better life for us.

CONCOURS

             Humans we are,having the aim higher than anything and our dreams that sound too big.Of course,we have the right to dream and make desires.

Why should not we have that right? Afterall we are superior to all species present on this Earth.

              We all try to fulfill our desires. Most of us are able to achieve them also. But many of us lag behind and could not reach to their optimum levels. But it doesn't mean that we should stop dreaming. Why to underestimate ourselves before the beginning of a journey?

              The people who like travelling and visiting new places, if they decide already that they can't even take single step ahead for their journey and they don't even catch their buses or trains or any conveyance for their journey. Can they ever reach their destination? Never...

                 How can we expect ourselves to reach a goal without even preparing for it? And that preparation requires our 100% dedication and sacrifice. Try to give our best for achieving our aim. These all things are required before our final assessment.

                  " If you are going for a war then prepare yourself before the war. If you are busy in the preparation during the war when will you have the time to fight then?" 

THEORY-3

You have no idea what you are falling for...?
Have you ever thought about it before??
But in the last few days,you must have thought,I think so..

"It's my beginning..." great you are.. !
Trying to catch the nodes by probes;
Gud going dear....keep it on.

I want to see you doing it. 
Waiting and just waiting..
whole day and nights,
To see it accomplished. 

 

DEAR MUSIC.....thanks!

I am here not because of you
Instead I chose to be here...

Good words of yours make me feel ethereal;
as if they want me to play with them.

Beautiful you who taught me 
to live in the present moments.

I can feel your true sense;
Not because I am emotional
but because I want it to be lived with you,
At each & every time of the rhyme.

The sensational thoughts of yours 
when run across my mind,
make my soul hearty.

Dear Music,Flourish my heart
with your amiable tonality as always.


 

SERENITY...of the heart

I have felt shivering

in the strong sun;

More or less, it was a
rainy season covered 
with the fog...

Day it was
or a blind night;
can't remember exactly.

Why was I there?
For no purpose I think.

The roughness of the sky
was piercing my heart.
Screams of the lost words
went through the ears
And passing by from the 
side of my hairs;
made me dumbstruck.

Intimidated by those promises
that I had made to myself.

As if I was the most wretched
person on the Earth.
Why was everything 
so clumsy to me?

The spherical shaped water drops
when I felt rolling down from
my cheeks;
Good wishes only I could make
for them;
who couldn't feel the storm
inside my deep breathe.

#REAL_LIFE

I will always be a learner,

No matter how much I could learn.

No matter how I get the resources,

The thing which matters;

Is the desire and the thirst

Which would never get finished.

The purpose of education

Is to make your mind open;

For accepting the new things.

Education not only imparts

the theories which have invented,

But also makes the people

capable of inventing 

And exploring,

Representing and initiating.

Life is to learn and accept 

the challenges made to ourselves.

#INFATUATION

Long days;

Little talks,

Fake anger,

May go ever

but the beauty 

of the 

relationship

will fade never.

Like the beauty 

of the rain

which doesn't degrade,

The bond will get stronger 

after every single day.

THEORY-2

       The theory which is far away from Newton's laws and Paulli's principles.The theory which has no link with the Pythagoras rules and heisenberg's uncertainty. Still have something in common between us somewhere being an engineer....

       So, wishing " Happy Engineers Day". Hope, very soon I might disclose the logic behind that hidden theory.

       

HERE YOU ARE....Beginning of a theory

     

              I stopped waiting and started writing....; following the words, " If you can like it then you can write it". Really it gives me an immense pleasure. Like an unbounded thinker,free I am to express myself. No one can stop me...

                Although my waiting period is never going to be finished. But I think it is the best substitute for it. The best moments of my life also. Going to give a new theory for that. A single theory for all the situations of the life same as that by Prof. Stephen Hawking, one of the venerable personalities for me.

              Theories never end. Every logic is interrelated with one another. Like this Universe which has no beginning or end, we are the persons having the endless thoughts.  Let us dive into these ethereal things. Let us try to bring out the best from ourselves.

               

         

THANKSGIVING

   Heading toward the journey of the life,

      Realizing some of the facts,

      Just came across the superficial behaviour;

      Of the peoples,

      Not being sure of their demeanour,

      Tried to trust them.

      Some being very genuine made me aware of the facts.

      Still was happy with those ephemeral moments.

      Days gone and so the time;

      Teaching some of the best lessons of the life.

      Heart sometimes fills with gratitude for those special friends;

      Who are an unforgettable part of the endless journey

      That's why life is called a "Learning phase".          

       

LIFE IS ELEGANT

                                       

        Sometimes I may be wrong but not all the times. As you said "You are very late regarding your aim......". 

        Yaa, I accept that I am very late, I must have decided all these things earlier but what to do now?? There is no way to bring back the past again, so I will have to survive here only. Yup, I have also heard that " It's never too late to begin for a new aim". So I am just following it. 

          Actually, you know what... I am following my heart. I don't want to die with the pain that I never tried for the thing I wanted to achieve. Although it's my luck whether I get it or not. Atleast I must have the satisfaction that " Yes, I tried atleast once for achieving it". 

            People will keep on saying what they say normally... It neither  mattered for me nor would it. Let them say.

           A person must be satisfied within himself. There are thousands of people to criticize you at each and every step. It depends on us what we want to accept or reject.         

          So I keep on relishing my life, no matter what happens. Just listen to your heart and do whatever your soul wishes... It's the secret of happy life for me ;)

INEVITABLE

An epitome of our epics,

An occult prayer of the closed eyes,

A word to the complete poetry,

What's that which makes me spellbound.

Love to hear those slangs from you;

And then making me smile everytime;

You steal all my rage.

Unlike all the sophisticated relations,

It just lures me to you,

How can I be angry with you?

The best thing I could do,

Is to keep you in my words always;

As an art of my pen,

So that you could know that;

It's not too bad to be my 'DP'.

CHASE ME IF YOU CAN

                    

Yes, I know...
Nothing lasts forever;
In this sophisticated world.

Neither the towns, nor the elegant houses,

But I am immortal,
And you can't erase me off from your mind.

As I am a thought; not a person,
Will last until your breathe converts into mine.